February 2010
14557.) you're a dick. you didn't deserve me,...
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January 2010
I disappoint me.
But I realized that I’m a lot stronger then I think.
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I'm trying to put this thing to bed.
There are 86,400 seconds in a day.
We aren’t promised tomorrow.
We have to make each day worth it.
We have to live each day as if it was our last.
How will you spend your 86,400 seconds?
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I feel stupid for having a crush on my best friend. I feel stupid for hating you. I feel stupid for feeling like I need a man. I don’t need anyone...
Screw you, Fed-ex guy.
Stop ringing my door bell and then running off with my packages! It’s really irritating how you ring it, wait 5 seconds, and then go jump back in your truck. I mean, I can’t materialize at my door as soon as you ring it. Jerk….
“As I Grew Older
It was a long time ago.
I have almost forgotten my dream....”
I hate you.
I lie to myself every day. I distract myself. I try to forget.
But nothing seems to completely erase you. The 10 months I spent loving you… I can’t just forget it never happened. I can’t pretend that I don’t think about you once or twice a day. Something always seems to remind me of you. I can’t…fathom the reality sometimes. You left without a proper goodbye....
Why is this so much fun?
I became someone’s secret two days ago.
And I can’t say anything to anyone.
But it’s a rush.
There was a fire.
I walked out into the backyard, only to see the entire area behind our house smokey and whatnot. I turned around to walk back into the house and tell my mother, but I noticed the smoke coming from….what looked like my roof. So telling my mother this, she of course starts to panic, like always. I ran to the front of the house only to discover that it was coming from behind the houses across...
Bizarre...
I kept wondering why I wanted to watch this guy during church. No, not watch him in a creepy way…. But he was up there singing, and EVERY time I go to church I watch mostly him. He’s probably early to mid-twenties. And he’s adorable in a boyish way. Anyways… He looks SO familiar, and I never ever know why.
So I leaned over to my sister, “Hey, that guy looks so...
I thought I stopped believing?
Stop making my heart skip a beat. Stop smiling at me with that adorable smile. Stop glancing at me with those blue eyes every time you sing those love songs. Stop touching my with those innocent hands.Stop hugging me,
because I never want to let you go.
You make me feel the safest
The happiest
You make me feel whole when I’m around you.
Stop being oblivious.
You’re my best...
“Hold fast to dreams, for if dreams die, life is a broken winged bird that cannot fly.” Lanston Hughes
I've always wanted a time machine.
I used to think that if I had a time machine, I would go back and change things…
So I wouldn’t have had to experience him.
So I wouldn’t have had lose you.
But if I did that, then I wouldn’t be the person I am now and the person I’m starting to become. I wouldn’t be able to understand anything. Experiencing pain in my life has never been anything new,...
My heart is here.
“A kind heart is a fountain of gladness, making everything in its vicinity freshen into smiles.”- Washington Irving.
I told myself; so long.
Discovering.
New beginnings.
Eyes opening.
Life changing.
Flowers springing.
Heart healing.
Breathing easy.
Growing up.
Experiencing.
Letting go.
Finding Peace.
Finding me.